Today I feel like the most unattractive person on earth and it’s really quite awkward. I also feel extremely alone and embarrassed for some reason which is also awkward. And, how is it that I’m at the top of my class and still don’t have a job when I’m graduating next month. It needs to happen soon.  Preferably a good job where I’m happy, I mean isn’t that kind of the point of spending thousands of dollars on college/university and being in debt? To as least like your job? blehhhh..